I struggle to tell you

I struggle to tell you

in the silence between thoughts

what you have done for me

 

Beatrice saw Dante

three steps away

and hardly noticed

 

the gauche young man

who stepped among the litter

of her girlfriends' smiles

 

Nora saw Joyce

(I'm descending now)

peer through his glasses

 

she stroked the brow

that broke a thousand ships

and kissed the feet

 

that squelched

the Liffey mud

a trick of light

 

made litter and mud

roses to these Olympians

I recognise their gain

 

and from my dull breviary

recite again

on impulse all the lines

 

you wrote

soft in my flesh and

gentle in my mind

 

your love sees no horizon

there's no land beneath my sky

your fingers have not touched

 

no sea your breath

has not stirred over

no mouth of mine you have not kissed

 

you see how I try to explain

the meaning of this list

It's me that you sustain