#1 1995

I struggle to tell you

I struggle to tell you
in the silence between thoughts
what you have done for me

Beatrice saw Dante
three steps away
and hardly noticed

the gauche young man
who stepped among the litter
of her girlfriends’ smiles

Nora saw Joyce
(I’m descending now)
peer through his glasses

she stroked the brow
that broke a thousand ships
and kissed the feet

that squelched
the Liffey mud
a trick of light

made litter and mud
roses to these Olympians
I recognise their gain

and from my dull breviary
recite again
on impulse all the lines

you wrote
soft in my flesh and
gentle in my mind

your love sees no horizon
there’s no land beneath my sky
your fingers have not touched

no sea your breath
has not stirred over
no mouth of mine you have not kissed

you see how I try to explain
the meaning of this list:
it’s me that you sustain