27 August 2004

who you gonna call?

before my brain operation
I knew what I was talking about
no one else did

maybe my poems
are like that

it doesn’t take an Einstein
to say e = whatever
but whatever it is

it’s bugging me

I can’t produce
a testable hypothesis
with universal application
in verse

they say to me
don’t give up your day job

they don’t know
I work at night
in secret
searching for the

patently obvious

someone wrote a novel about it once
I can’t remember the title
but there was this character

who was a bit obscure

you had to look beyond the book
not at it
and in your peripheral vision

a vague image
a thumbprint with ears
perhaps smiling

would loom into view

and disappear the moment you looked at it

I tried the ghost buster approach
with a shotgun
but the book

leaked after that
wouldn’t keep the rain out
and when closed
the wind whistled through

I looked for another copy
at the State Library
not in their catalogue


at THE Hobart Bookshop
Chris Pierce said sorry
out of print

then I tried amazon
.com

paid $1.48 for a second hand copy
plus $9.79 shipping & handling

seven days later a memo from the seller my apologies but I could not find this book to send I must have already sold it your order with me has been fully refunded and cancelled total refund for this order $11.27

meanwhile
my tumour

is growing again
already the signs

are not good